那年那月
文/黃清寶
十四歲的影子，還沒高過田埂
就跟著父親的鐮刀，在麥浪里埋首
割稻，捆梗，把曬場的陽光
疊進挑擔的繩結里。播種前的清晨
豬窩灰的氣息裹著露水
我握著釘爬的手，把細碎的黑
撒成麥苗的溫床
后來麥苗冒了綠，冬天就來了
敲麥錘的圓柱抵著竹桿
父親說，敲一敲，麥根能扛住凍
西北風像刀子，刮過手背時
我沒敢喊疼——直到血絲滲出來
母親的目光落在上面，比寒風更沉
最熱的那些天，桑樹林下沒有陰涼
削草的刀在手里滑，汗珠子砸在地上
碎成八瓣。大地是個密不透風的蒸籠
我張著嘴，像離水的魚
父親忽然開口，聲音裹著熱汽
“清寶啊，種田苦，你不是這塊料
要好好讀書?！蔽抑桓摇班拧币宦?/p>
把剩下的話，咽進滿是汗味的喉嚨
放學后的草筐，清晨的牛繩
把時間勒得緊緊的。星期天是偷來的
能攤開課本，卻總被野菜的影子勾走
堤岸上的露水打濕褲腳，挖來的薺菜
在鎮(zhèn)上換幾角錢，買鉛筆，買紙張
也買一點，藏在書包里的希望
那年那月的日子，像慢熬的粥
熬到初中畢業(yè)，一紙航校通知書
忽然把天捅亮。第一次知道
吃穿有人管，口袋里還能揣著三塊錢
緊張的日子里，總想起父親的話
原來那些苦，是他給我的另一種課本
三年很快，快過飛機的尾跡
龍華機場的維修廠，成了新的田埂
我從農村來，把日子種成了另一個樣子
直到退休那天，翻出舊照片
才發(fā)現(xiàn)那年那月的風，還在吹
吹著父親的背影，吹著我手背的疤
吹著孩子們不懂的——那些藏在苦里的甜
和一句囑咐，能照亮一輩子的路
2025/10/13
????作家簡介????
黃清寶，1939年出生，中共黨員，籍貫江蘇江陰市。現(xiàn)居上海市?！吨袊娙俗骷揖W(wǎng)》會員檔案庫認證委員，《中國詩人作家網(wǎng)》認證詩人、簽約詩人，《一枝紅蓮文學詩社》簽約作家詩人，《世界作家瀾韻府詩社》簽約作家詩人，《中國詩人作家網(wǎng)》主編。曾創(chuàng)作散文、小說及詩詞千余篇，發(fā)表于《中國詩人作家網(wǎng)》等網(wǎng)絡平臺及報刊。榮獲首屆《鳳雛生》國際詩歌大賽優(yōu)秀獎，五大院士簽約詩人卓越文學獎，《金詩星光杯》實力文學獎，以及《中國詩人作家網(wǎng)》主編卓越獎，世界詩歌作協(xié).中國詩人作文學領軍人物最高榮譽獎?，F(xiàn)為中國詩人作家網(wǎng)執(zhí)行總編。
????Writer's Profile????
Huang Qingbao, born in 1939, is a member of the Communist Party of China. His native place is Jiangyin City, Jiangsu Province, and he now resides in Shanghai City. He is a certification committee member of the Member Archive Database of the Chinese Poets and Writers Network, a certified poet and contracted poet of the Chinese Poets and Writers Network, a contracted writer and poet of the Red Lotus Literary Poetry Society, a contracted writer and poet of the World Writers' Lanyunfu Poetry Society, and the chief editor of the Chinese Poets and Writers Network. He has created more than a thousand pieces of prose, novels, and poems, which have been published on online platforms and newspapers and periodicals such as the Chinese Poets and Writers Network. He has won the Excellence Award of the First Feng Chusheng International Poetry Competition, the Outstanding Literature Award for Poets Contracted by the Five Academicians, the Strength Literature Award of the Golden Poetry Starlight Cup, the Chief Editor's Excellence Award of the Chinese Poets and Writers Network, and the Highest Honor Award for Leading Figures in Literature by the World Poetry Association · Chinese Poets and Writers. Currently, he is the executive chief editor of the Chinese Poets and Writers Network.
